It has been a very crazy day! Both the boys have been up since about 6:30am and Thomas is just now taking a nap. Ian is still… okay so forget that, Thomas isn’t asleep. I can’t take this. If Summer is going to be like this someone might as well just admit me right now because I seriously can’t take it. Every time I have told Ian to do something it’s “I don’t want to.” Boy I didn’t ask you to do anything I told you to! They are both so tired is stupid. It’s been raining ALL damn day so we haven’t been able to do anything. I seriously feel like ripping my hair out and screaming all this anger out! I’m am pissed today. I’m so tired of the crying and the whining it’s ridiculous and Ian started spitting. I have seriously had about all I can handle for one day. It’s been insane here all day long and I feel like I’m going to have a fucking nervous breakdown because I just can’t get a break. Every time I sit down it’s mom this or mom that. GAH!!! I need a damn vacation!