Here we go again

My 9m old is so not a good sleeper. I can honestly say that I haven’t had a good nights sleep since he’s been born. It is 2:25 in the morning & I’m sitting in my living room in my rocking chair & hoping he goes back to sleep very soon. I’m so tired its stupid! He’s in his swing & usually it takes him a few minutes to fall back asleep but no not tonight…I wanna scream b/c it’s always me! I never ever get any help from my husband on nights like this, not even on the weekends. I’ve talked to that man until I’m blue in the face, explaining to him how I need help & I need to sleep but it’s just the same thing over & over which means me still getting up w/ the baby. It is the most frustrating thing b/c I really wish he understood & our talks are pointless & always end in an arguement or “I work all day”…WTF does he think I do? Sit around & watch tv or some shit!? We have a 5yr old son who’s autistic & then the baby! Granted the 5yr old is in school. I wish I had the time to watch tv or read even.  Some days I don’t even eat b/c I’m so stressed out & so tired. It gets old after awhile w/ no help. I don’t even ask anymore b/c I don’t want a fight & trying to prove a point to him is like talking to a wall b/c he doesn’t hear me. The only time I ever get a break is when the kids go stay the night w/ their Grandma & if I’m lucky I get a Saturday outta the house w/ my sister. I knew being a mom would be stressful at times but I figured I’d be able to handle it b/c I would get help from my husband…hahahahahahahahahaha…boy was I fuckin wrong! It was the same way w/ our 5yr old…always mommy getting up, feeding, bathing, changing, etc.’s almost asleep so maybe I can get some sleep now. Cross your fingers for me!


Happy Happy Joy Joy…..NOT!!

Okay so today isn’t looking good at all! It is 4:17 in the am & my 9m old is still awake! He’s been awake since a little after midnight. I went to bed at 10, so right now I’m working on 2 hrs of sleep…WTF right. I’ve tried rocking this kid, laying down w/ him & I put him in his swing w/ the music on..all no good. I’m rocking him now & he keeps squirming & trying to sit up. I am so tired its stupid! Since the day I brought him home he’s never been a good sleeper but holy moly batman this is insane. He is teething so being a mommy that’s the first thing I thought b/c when I intially picked him up he was fussy & warm. I gave him some infant tylenol & he’s still awake! I do not see myself going through this day w/o coffee & even w/ coffee I’m still going to be a zombie…just my luck & I have to get my 5yr old up in a little while & get him ready for school..aye yi yi.

So I’ve heard..XD

I was on facebook yesterday & there’s a page that I’m a fan of that has all kinds of HHN info. For those of you who don’t know, HHN stands for Halloween Horror Nights. So far 4 houses have been released! For me this is exciting stuff! I am a huge fan of the event, its better than Christmas to me LMAO. The 4 houses are –DRUMROLL– Alice Cooper ‘Welcome To My Nightmare, Silent Hill, The Walking Dead & a 3D house called Penn & Teller Newked Las Vegas. I’m most excited about Silent Hill! I absolutley LOVE the movie & if I have the chance I’m so getting a picture w/ one of the nurses & Pyramid head XD! This year is going to be epic!!! I so cannot wait for it. We’ll be going opening weekend, Sept. 21st & 22nd…2 nights of terror –evil laugh– & we’re taking my fave cousin..she’s a newbie, never been..hahaha..fresh meat..hahahaha! Anyhow stay tuned for more updates b/c I will be XD! Have a great Saturday everyone!


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